Sunday, August 30, 2015

"I’m not afraid of being without a plus one; I’m afraid the next one might not be the one."

Thursday, July 9, 2015

As I'm sitting here reflecting every trip that I have been to the past few months, you came into my mind.

The small little things that you used to do, may seems insignificant to my younger self at that point of time but now when I look back I wished I could cherish and appreciate more. 

I miss ...
waking up to you, your smell, the smile on your face, your angry face, your laughter, our first experience, your endless tolerance of me, every holiday that have you around, you taking care of me when I'm sick, you who the only one put me as your priority and even when you squeeze the toothpaste on my toothbrush after you done yours because you know I'm a sleepy head.

I have always put people as my priority, selflessly contribute and always felt neglected and unappreciated but having you around I know I'm your priority.

Instead of pointing finger and blaming who's at fault, I come to a conclusion that we both had fault. We fail to communicate to each other that leads to what had happened. We both had grew older and more mature, looking the world differently and moving at different direction. 

Maybe that's what Love about. There's a saying "If you love more than once, that's not love. Because You'll only love once ."

Loving you was a great experience and lesson learned. =)

Wednesday, July 1, 2015

Scuba Diving

Overcome my inner fear

Saturday, June 20, 2015

Memories to Keep

It all started with a photograph. 

And for that, I met that special someone who change my life completely.

Our path crossed and we took every single time get to know each other. I started taking Polaroid when my sister bought me my first camera on my 18th birthday. Follow by meeting him, I got my first LOMO Diana camera that very Christmas. Subsequently a compact Canon S90 camera on my 20th birthday and a D90 SLR for my 21st birthday.

I was very blessed to have all these camera as a gift and the interest grow as time goes by.

And since than I started capturing the unspoken moments. For myself to note down the memories and to share the happiness and moments with people around me.

I like how photographs keep the moments and allow us to reminisce the smile, that special moment and the person who we counted at that moment.

However after a hiatus with that someone I stopped. I stop taking photograph and avoid being photographed as well. Whenever I see cameras I hated it, because it makes me remember of him and the heartbreaks. 

Now this person who gave me my very first digital camera no longer by my side but he taught me a lot of lessons in life and he's always be remembered. For the things he done and the words he said. 

Is a great experience to love you and be part of your life. Never one day, I remind myself not to make the same mistake and be cautions of every decision I make.

And now I'm back to photography. Counting my blessing each day.